I lost the true definition of Friends.
Sometimes i feel that im merely a friend who you will only come to when you are in trouble.
That kind of friend who you dont share joy with but only troubles and sorrow just because you need someone by your side.
Sometimes i think some of us are just friends on the surface. Friends who only care about themselves. Yeah, “friends”.
Are we still counted as friends if i dont trust you? Are we still counted as friends when you doesnt open up to me? Are we still counted as friends if you are not there when i needed?
I no longer know. Sometimes i really wish to get disconnected from everyone and be forever alone.