How do I get myself back in the game and start to get out of my comfort zone?
It’s been a while and I feel that I can get used to this but no, it doesn’t work that way.
I don’t know what exactly I’m feeling that’s keeping me locked up inside
I promise myself to get better and do what I need to do.
Lately, I’ve been troubled.
Perhaps it’s due to the free time I’m having right now, it’s making me think a lot.
I’m confused and I don’t know what to do ,so I continue with where I’m at.
I’m stationary, I need to move on.
I will get out of this soon… soon.
I’ve been neglecting this area for quite a while as I lost my writing vibes and there isn’t much interest in me to check out quotes and photos to be reblogged. Thus, the inactive-ness. Well, I’m sorry haha.
I kinda really miss the secondary school days when I just blog about my weekly doings and feelings. So that I can read back and reminisce those times when I’m older. I know I can still can do that now, but yeah I’m just a lazy bum.
The previous time I wrote a post was around new year I think, I remember thanking about the people and things that happened in 2013.
And now we are already a quarter pass 2014…
I’ve been working part time here and there and earning some money. I love how I am experiencing different jobs so that I know what exactly I’m looking for in a job in the near future. I don’t think I will be able to really stay in the same job for a long time because I often gets sick and bored of things easily. I need changes in my life because leading a mundane life is so torturing. #YOLO like literally.
Recently I’ve been waiting for my call/mail from NIE too. There’s so much thinking to go through and decision making that overwhelms me. As I’m afraid I might not get accepted therefore I’m considering whether to apply for SIM but I really don’t have a thing for studying business. But if I don’t I’m gona waste a year working while majority would be furthering their studies or serving the nation. I don’t like this window period very much.
Another thing is, due to some miscommunications, I’ve submitted my CCA Awards application late, it would be my last year getting that award and I’m definitely eligible, but now everything seems so unsure. I’m really praying hard for this 2, it’s pretty important and I really hope lady luck is on my side. It would be pretty sad to know that I won’t be joining the rest of the members in my club for the ceremony as I handed up my application late, and it wasn’t even purposefully.
Watching Emergency Couple and The Vampire Diaries have set me into deep thoughts.
Someone familiar or someone who makes your heart flutter?
This quote really hit me hard as I can’t come up with an answer. I guess you have to really be in this situation in order to really decide? Well, best of both worlds would definitely be perfect but I’m guessing I would choose someone familiar in the end. I’m someone who prefers the usual when it comes to eating and things that I like. Someone who makes my heart flutter would seem too surreal to be reached I guess.
Another thing, “Friends” have recently been used as an understatement I guess because people who don’t trust you or lies or don’t put in the effort to maintain the friendship have been called “Friends” too. Am I too demanding as a friend? Or just that this word have been misused lately. I don’t know, and I’m tired of making effort to those who don’t do the same.
Well other than these few things on my mind, my life has been going pretty well & I really appreciate that.
I sincerely hope life have been good for you too! Till next time~ :)