Life goes on
It hurts like crazy,
You dont know how much those words meant to me.
I was thinking about you, thinking about me, thinking about us, thinking about her. But there’s nothing i can do.
I can only try to remain friends with you because thats where forever is more possible.
I lost the true definition of Friends.
Sometimes i feel that im merely a friend who you will only come to when you are in trouble.
That kind of friend who you dont share joy with but only troubles and sorrow just because you need someone by your side.
Sometimes i think some of us are just friends on the surface. Friends who only care about themselves. Yeah, “friends”.
Are we still counted as friends if i dont trust you? Are we still counted as friends when you doesnt open up to me? Are we still counted as friends if you are not there when i needed?
I no longer know. Sometimes i really wish to get disconnected from everyone and be forever alone.
I wanted so much to forget the past, but it wouldn’t go away, it hung around like an open wound that refused to scar over, an open window that no amount of muscle could shut.
